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A Thousand Thoughts

by One Last Daybreak

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1.
We've heard this story before, a boy and a girl A fire in the soul and a death in the heart Three toxic words, one sentence buries us all Two years to murder the only love I’d ever come to know Let’s break free from our script tonight I know you thought you had alibis What made you think that you could take what little I could give to you? Didn’t your words mean anything? I'm holding on to memories I chose to imagine of you So we kept moving in and out of our lives One fuck, one argument. Anything to make it feel right Just look me in the eyes, can you do that this time? Don't improvise the reasons why i sit alone in the bed Your faithless body's ruined Hold me one more time, and you can sing me to sleep What made you think that you could take what little I could give to you Didn’t your words mean anything? Im holding on to memories I chose to imagine of you You were all that I wanted, you were all that I needed And now you’re gone. You were all that I wanted, you were all that I needed It’s all your fault. I wish I'd never met you (Maybe I could think straight) I wish I'd never trusted you (Maybe I could be sane) I've sat and played through that scene over a million times My best friend and the one I loved - arm in arm in our bed sheets You have my mind in a web My spider queen I've wept (please take me!) I should have let you leave your venom underneath my skin Maybe I could have found the antidote You were all that I wanted, you were all that I needed And now you’re gone. You were all that I wanted, you were all that I needed It’s all your fault. You were all that I wanted, you were all that I needed And now you’re gone. You were all that I wanted, you were all that I needed It’s all your fault.
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Tears fading under eyes and I haven't seen light since you let me go, but I try Oh Heaven knows I try to find a way to survive The night in the cold where shame will hold me close How did I end up this way? It was only yesterday that I played in the rain But now I swear to God my bedsheets are the only place thats safe But only for so long So many thoughts of death that I can't get out of my head Graveyard figures watch my every step and Time is the only thing that keeps me bound to this earth The clocks ticking down And I can't handle the speed (of it) How did I end up this way? It was only yesterday that I played in the rain But now I swear to God my bedsheets are the only place thats safe But only for so long I'm Transparent like the voice inside of me Louder than the storms, my thoughts are flooded The thunder of my lightning heart Im drowning in the crashing tides This never-ending story’s no more than sand within an hourglass That will never countdown a single moment again (Can you feel it? The time in your hands Running out Like sand in an hourglass Do you feel it? Gone in the moment through your fingers Like our yesterday’s Do you feel it slipping through your hands?)
3.
Tried to be perfect but all my imperfections keep on ruining me (Locking the door to healing) Looked out of windows at what could have been but I can't change a thing, no I cant change a thing (I've thought a lot about leaving) A thousand thoughts take me and I can't say a word I'm dying to speak would someone give me a reason to? A thousand thoughts take me and I can't find my voice I'm dying to tell you how I feel but I can’t figure it out Won't someone give me a sign? Cause I'm broken and I'm torn apart My heads a mess, I’m a divided guest in this shell and I've, I’ve often wandered what it would be like to leave this world behind and take a chance amongst the stars tonight A thousand thoughts take me and I can't say a word I'm dying to speak would someone give me a reason to? A thousand thoughts take me and I can't find my voice I'm dying to tell you how I feel but I can’t figure it out Sun light comes and I shy away to play the victim when darkness hunts Am I ashamed? Or ready to end the game I never chose to play Cause I've already lost, Everything about myself, is trapped within a maze No map, No lights, No hope, No chance, But just a finish line of fear Take me by the hand as my heart lays trembling A thousand thoughts take me And I can't say a word I'm dying to speak would someone give me a reason? A thousand thoughts take me and I can't find the words I'm dying to speak would someone give me a reason to? A thousand thoughts take me and I can't find my voice I'm dying to tell you how I feel but I can’t figure it out A thousand thoughts take me, and I am losing it I'm dying to find an answer to why I keep suffering A thousand thoughts take me, I keep slipping away I'm dying to be a better man but I am ‘just a coward’
4.
I hoped for more years Before I lost it But three years has been My destruction Strong and stable like the ground at my feet That's how I used to be Before I fell in too deep Dead and buried before my end Lost in my head I swear your still here Digging for answers in the fields of my long lost mind Wondering why it took so long for you to take my life I feel like I'm in a movie Cause nothing this messed up could ever be real Surely? Surely not Have you ever lived a nightmare Instead of living the dream? I feel like I'm in a movie and it's the final scene The walls come crumbling down on our heads I built this safe haven and now it claims us She said she would be my end to this pain But now I am torn, between heaven and hell The lines I spoke are now left unrehearsed on my desk Just to feel wanted, I burned every word I said I feel like I'm in a movie Cause nothing this messed up could ever be real Surely? Surely not Have you ever lived a nightmare Instead of living the dream? I feel like I'm in a movie and it's the final scene The credits start to run and everything goes black Why isn't my name on that list? Did I not take part in this horror? I built for myself Everything is an illusion, nothing is reality x2 I feel like I'm in a movie Cause nothing this messed up could ever be real Surely? Surely not
5.
An aftermath, a shovel and a corpse; A broken man with hidden truths They search for a missing girl (x2) that they will never find Her boyfriend has gone into hiding or so they think He’s really as close to her as he has ever been and his heart was stronger than you think But weakened by her carelessness (The death of all they knew) Now that we have put the past behind We can live together side by side Until we're finally found I’d love you dead or alive An argument had gotten out of hand Red wine spilt from her wound The gun in my hand wasn't meant to be loaded I swear to you I told you this love would be the death of us both you never listened, you never felt it (Oh, what a tragedy) Now that we have put the past behind We can live together side by side Until we're finally found I’d love you dead or alive I’d love you dead or alive (x3) I'd love you dead I left a space so you could see the statues high above you The hole beside you let’s me hold you a while Whilst the same gun that had broken our deal is loaded one more time Within this chamber; ’til death do we part Now that I've scattered my thoughts Between our homes in the mud The gun still cradles what is left of the mind that I had lost I told you I would die for this, that this love could kill And now that we are side by side I can finally keep my promise

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released April 7, 2018

Produced by: Ben Crutchfield / Dan Baune / A-tonal Studios
Additional vocals (A Thousand Thoughts) by: Ben Crutchfield
Artwork by: Divided Design

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One Last Daybreak England, UK

Unafraid to be honest, One Last Daybreak have made a name for themselves through their energetic performances & lyrics which cover topics such as heartbreak, trauma, abuse.

Their brand new EP, 'Maybe Tomorrow' pulls on the heartstrings of individuals that have experienced trauma and loss, with each song representing one of the Kübler-Ross stages of grief.

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